Nov. 20, 2005
Seminary

One Quarter Down 8 to Go

So I finally finished my first quarter at seminary. Ill be honest, righht now I feel torn. I enjoyed the classes and I did not find the work load that tough, but right now I am wrestling with the question of is this where God would have me. I am feeling some major doubt about whether or not I should enter the Ministry. I just don’t know if I have what it takes to actually help guide people. And Im just re-evaluating how much of an impact I have on anyone around me. Am I the kind of person that people will listen to? I used to think so, but know I am not so sure. I guess I will have to wait on God to show me the answers.

Prayer Life

Maybe all of this is steming from my lack of a diligent prayer time. I just cannot seem to settle myself enough to pray. I guess the ecitment in praying has been replaced by this guilt that I am not praying long enough and embracing enough of the needs I know are out there. I feel like now that I have been told how I should pray that I was doing it wrong my whole life.

23 on the 23rd

Im turning 23 in a few days and I am excited that Ill be 23 on the 23rd .

One Response to “One Quarter Down 8 to Go”

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  1. Hey Bro,
    First Happy Birthday! Second, you have no idea the impact you have made on my life. It may not seem so but you do. When you give advice and talk to me about my faith I listen. Sometimes you won’t see your gift working, but it doesn’t mean that it’s not. Kinda like painters, they paint and paint and paint and no one appreciates them till they are dead. They never stopped painting right? I love you stay with it you’ll see.

    Love you!
    Shades

    Posted by Michelle on Wednesday, Nov. 23, 2005.

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